My Marathon Race Report

Well it’s over, it’s in the books, it’s done I can check it off the list. I have run a marathon! Wow it’s still hard to believe, maybe it will sink I don’t know. In a way it was kind of anticlimactic. I guess what I’m saying is the journey is truly the destination. So all the training and weight and stuff leading up to it was the destination. Ok enough of the deep thinking stuff, now about the race. We got up at 5 to get ready; it was cold in the low 20s. I had laid everything out so all I had to do was pretty much get dressed. I went down to crank our car so it would be warmed up when we left and my cousin was up and she toasted me some bread, so that was my prerace meal two pieces of toast and a water. We were able to park a couple of blocks from the finish line (that was a big plus, it’s kind of hard to walk after running a marathon, so it was good to be that close when it was over). We went in and looked at where the finish line was. Then we walked and found the starting line and since it was so cold we decided to keep walking around until the start so we walked around on Beale street some then it was time to line up. I was in coral number 10 for those hoping for around a 10:30 pace. As I stood there waiting it was hard to believe it was really happening, I had dreamed about and worked hard to get to it now it was about to happen. I took my first gu about 30 minutes from the start. As they keep moving us closer and closer to the starting line as the other corals would go off the excitement keep building and building. I think it was good I had ran the half and the 10Ks because it did help me control my emotions and not go out to fast. The first few miles I felt like I could run forever, I guess it was the excitement and the taper as I was well rested. One thing that surprised me though there wasn’t nearly the conversations that that I heard when I ran the half in Florence, I really thought there would be more. I did hear a couple lawyers talking about some cases they were working on and a few were talking football. I can’t really remember what miles these were on, but earlier in the race there was a band under a bridge life structure that was playing the what I call the hey song that they play at hockey games, that was fun to run by with that playing. There was what I think was a homeless guy that somehow got in the middle of the race and was walking towards all of us and cussing because we were in his way, that was interesting. All this was before the half way point. Oh yea there was one time when the smell of pumpkins was real strong, everyone was saying do you smell pumpkins? Thought was funny. Saw one runner that couldn’t make it to the next port potty so he was peeing in the bushes! Back over twenty years ago while I was stationed in Arkansas me and buddy went to Memphis and got a tattoo, we actually ran by the house where I got it, I had forgot about it and there was a band playing and I looked over at them and they were in front of the house that was a tattoo pallor and I recognized it. I thought that was cool. Some other memories are giving high fives to folks along the way, kind of made you feel like you were one of those athletes you see on TV. A lot of signs folks had held up gave you motivation. There was guy around mile 24 was yelling out reasons you should stay strong, like you trained for this, this why you got up early and ran, you’re a special kind of person to be able to do this, now suck it up and finish strong. His words helped! There was a guy close to the end that had a little too much to drink and he was high fiving everyone saying we don’t need New York we got Memphis. These are some of the memories from the race, now on how the run went. Like I started to say the first few miles I felt great. I did good holding back on my pace and keep about a 10:30 all the way till about mile 15 then I got in the 11s for a few 19 to 24 was in the 12s then 24 was a 13:13 and 25 a 13:10 and 26 was a 12:26 I could smell the finish line then. The last .2 was a 2:37, that was the longest .2 ever. I felt real good till about mile 14 then my ankle started to hurt it was getting real stiff. When I stopped and walked at the water stations it hurt real bad, I would be lying if I said I didn’t think about stopping, but then I thought I have came this for and I’m not stopping 10 miles short of the finish so I pressed on. I did the water breaks for the first 15 miles every three miles then I dropped done to 2 miles between 16 and 20 then for the last 6 miles I stopped every mile and walked while I drank for the last 6 except I didn’t stop at 25 because I didn’t know if I would be able to start again. I ate a gu every45 minutes till about 3:45 minutes in then I had one every 30 minutes. I know I’ve been jumping from topic to topic with this recount, but I’ve been putting it down here just as it comes to my mind. At a little past mile 24 I was hurting pretty bad, but I realized I was going to do this I was going to make it, shortly I would be saying I had ran a Marathon! I started to fill up with emotion and I clinched my fist and tightened everything up and was fixing to yell yes and I almost caught a cramp in my left calf. I mean I came as close I you could to getting one without getting it. I told myself then OK no emotions no jumping for joy, no shouting, no acting crazy when I finish, just finish. So I ran the last 2 miles praying not to cramp! It was so neat going into the stadium where we finished they called out your name over the pa and folks were cheering for you, it was a neat moment. Right after I crossed the finish line I heard Jenny and Summer call out my name, it was an emotional time to see them to see the smiles on their faces. I got my medal then made an attempt at the stairs to get up off the field. It was funny there were two elderly ladies helping us up the first couple of steps and man that was the longest flight; well at least it seemed like the longest flight of steps I’d ever been up. I could see and sense the pride in Jenny and Summer’s faces for me as I got to them. We hugged and took a few pictures then I went to the are where we could get some free food and drinks. It was tough walking everything was real tight and hurting. I walked by the beer booth and a lady said hey you look like you could really use a beer I said no thanks and keep walking. The walk to the car was only a couple of blocks, but it seem like miles. We made it to the car and headed back to my cousin’s house to watch the Florida Bama game I got me a long shower before the game then relaxed watching it. Proud Bama won, after the game we were watching the post game and mark Ingram was running around everywhere celebrating and I talked to the TV and said you better be careful celebrating Mark you’ll catch a cramp, the TV went to a commercial and when it came back it showed Mark on a stage with other players and then all of a sudden he had a funny look on his face then he just dropped, he had caught a cramp! We all had a good laugh about that! After the game we headed home the ride wasn’t too bad I wasn’t nearly as sore as I thought I would be. The clock on the finish line showed 5:19:04, but my actual time was 5:01:47 they did a wave start so I actually started almost 20 minutes after the first wave. I did this I did it today not tomorrow I have ran a Marathon and I did it 369 days after I decided to start this journey.

The Day Before

Well we left around 2 today headed for Memphis. We were hoping to leave earlier, but I had to go in and work this morning, I wasn’t suppose to but got called in. I have been so nervous this week, not really sure why I know I have trained for it, but I just can’t help but be scared, maybe it’s being scared out of respect for it, I’m not really sure. We got to the expo around 4:30. I don’t know in my mind I had it pictured to be larger, It was good a lot of stuff, I just wished I’d had some money to spend. Anyway I got may race packet and the shirt is real nice. We left the expo and went to my cousin’s house. She invited us to stay with her, which was a blessing as we had waited too long to look for a motel and couldn’t find one. After we talked awhile we went to Olive Garden for me to get “Carb’d Up”, I ate a good bit of pasta and some bread sticks. We are back at the house now and I’ve got everything laid and ready to get up at 5 in the morning. It’s hard to really believe that it is here in the morning I will be running my marathon! Through this whole thing I’ve been saying today not tomorrow, well now it actually is tomorrow, tomorrow is the marathon. Well I’m going to go and try and get some sleep.

Where Do I start? One Year Later

Where do I start?
Wow one year ago today I had decided to get serious about this weight loss and attempt to someday run a marathon. I ate my “last supper” see the picture on the right of this blog. I started mentally preparing myself for this on the 30th of November 08 and actually started eating right and exercising on the 1st of December. I never imagined I would be where I’m at today. In 5 days I will be running my first Marathon and I lost 109 pounds since this time last year. I have gained a few back with the training; I haven’t weighed myself because I’ve tried to eat right and with the long runs and more frequent runs I had to eat more to keep my energey up. I’m not worried about the few pounds now. After my recovery from he marathon I’ll weigh and see where I’m at an work on getting ride of those few extra pounds I’ve gained. Not sure what my next goal will be as far as running goes. I’m going to start looking at what marathons are coming up close by next year and maybe do some halves. There is one half in Birmingham in February I may try and do it, just not sure yet.
Now about my long run yesterday, It was OK, wasn’t as easy as I had expected my legs were stiff and heavy, they did loosen up some and felt good at times, just not overall what I had expected and I had some many little twinges here an there. This kind of had me worried last night and I couldn’t sleep thinking about it, you know what If I’m not ready for this etc. I woke up this morning with a different attitude and I’m actually starting to get excited about it, I told Summer this is like Super Bowl week for me. Well I’m going to run for now, only two 5 mile runs this week tomorrow and Thursday…..today not tomorrow!

One week from today!

Wow it is just one week from today and I’ll be running my first marathon. If you had told me that this time last year I would not have believed you as I hadn’t even started my journey yet. I was on the taper this week, the runs went well, my legs have been heavy and lots of little pains that haven’t been there before, but it seems like when I get on the last mile of each run everything loosens up and I start feeling good. Tomorrow is a 12 mile run, looking forward to it to see how my legs feel after 5 or so. I’ve got so many emotions running through me now. I want to think about it being next week then I start literally getting scared and I try to not think about it. Wednesday I ran into a friend who runs while I was doing my four miles and we ran a couple mile together and we talked a bit, he has done several marathons so it was good talking to him he gave me some good tips and most of it was stuff I had ran through my mind all ready, but it was good to have him talk about it and remind me about them. It was stuff like it was OK to walk during the water stations as it’s important to stay hydrated, taking the gu etc. Well I’m going to run for now I wanted to put some of these emotions down, but I guess I’m still not ready to do it yet….doing this today not tomorrow!

24 Nov 09 - Catch Up

Sunday
Friday

Wednesday

Well here’s a catch up of the past few days. Wednesday’s run went a lot better I felt good and my legs felt a lot stronger. I did 8 miles at a time of 1:17:17 for an over all pace of 9:40, so I was pleased with that. The rest of my week was crazy, I spent Wednesday, Thursday and Friday on the road averaging over 7 hours traveling. I had to carry some inmates to prison on Wednesday and then Thursday My wife's brother graduated form the police academy so we went to his graduation. Then on Friday night I went to a high school football game with Summer. The tough part about that day was I went into work that morning at 4 so I had to get up at 3. I go off at 9, I went home and tried to take a nap, but couldn’t sleep so I got up and did some house work then at around noon I went to do my run. I had a very good run and a crazy one at that, I was worried about it, because I had been up so early, but it was a good run. There was this guy running when I started that was about a ¼ to half ahead of me and of course I took off to try and catch him, so I started a way to fast pace, just when I was about to pass him he stopped and started walking. There was so much traffic as I’m us to running early in the morning now, so I guess with all the folks around that got my adrenaline pumping also, then there the busses that came for the band and football players to go to the game and folks everywhere for that so I just kept running at a faster than normal pace. When it was all said and done I had ran my 7 miles in 1:04:17 for a 9:15 pace. It was a good strong run and I felt good after it. I was suppose to have ran 7 on Saturday, but I didn’t I was so tired I had like 5 hours sleep in the last 58 hours so I was extremely tired and I went home and went to bed after I got off work Saturday morning. Sunday’s run was 15 miles, the weather was perfect to run and I had a real good run. Kind of the norm with the legs being heavy the first few miles then for into a rhythm and felt real good between 4 and 11, started to get a little tired then, but nothing major and I finished strong doing the last mile right at my 10:00 per mile goal pace with an over all time of 2:39:00 for an overall average pace of 10:36. I bought me a belt with a pouch to put my gu in for the marathon and ran with it Sunday, it worked fine and I’m glad of that. This morning I just had to run 5, I did a nice easy five miles. Felt a little stiff and heavy, but as the run went on I got to feeling better. It’s hard for me to believe that the marathon is not this weekend, but the next. I have so many emotions going through me right now it’s crazy. I’ll save that for another post. Doing this today not tomorrow.

Weird Run 17 Nov 09

This morning’s run was weird. My legs were real heavy and I felt real tired. The first mile I was right on the 10 minute pace. By mile three I felt like I was having to work so hard just to run not to mention maintaining the 10 minute pace and it actually dropped of 20 some odd seconds. On mile 4 I had all kinds of excuses running through my head on why I should stop and not do the full 8, but instead of making excuses I pushed through and on mile 7 I started to fell a lot better and on mile 8 I did it at a 9:16 pace. I guess I was just tired from the 22 miles on Sunday. In a way I’m looking forward to tomorrow’s run to see how it goes and hopefully I will feel “fresher”. It’s starting to sink in that I have less than 3 weeks till I run the marathon, it’s also starting to get scary…….but I’m doing this today and not tomorrow!

The rest of the week and 22 miles!

Well I’ll try and update what has went on since Thursday. Friday I did 6 miles, I forgot my watch so not exactly sure on my time, it was right at 1 hour. I enjoy those runs though where I’m not worried about hitting a certain pace, just run you know and enjoy it, so that’s what Friday was a nice easy enjoyable run. Saturday’s run was good. My legs felt heavy at the start, but on the last mile everything was clicking I felt good, I hit that steady pace and felt like I could run forever. I needed that because I was nervous about Sunday’s run of 22 miles as it was/is my longest to date. After my run Saturday and how good I felt my confidence was growing for Sunday. I went to Tupelo with Summer after my run on Saturday to get some GU; I had messed up and ran out. After we got back I went over to mom and dad’s to watch the football games with dad (Roll Tide!). I got home and had just laid down around 10 and got a call and had to go into work, I got home around midnight (almost had to stay later, but thank you to the deputy who carried the guy who got in the fight to the hospital for me). So 4:45 AM came pretty early yesterday. I was still nervous about the run. I had the route planned out in my mind so as I lay in the bed the night before I had tried to run it thorough my head and get myself mentally prepared for it. I got up and ate me a couple of pieces of toast and then got everything ready. Summer has written this saying (“So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you? The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination." ) on the mirror in our bathroom. As I was getting ready to leave I read it and it reminded me that it’s not about just doing the 22 miles, but what I see along the way. The run started out OK. I don’t know why but the first few miles always seem sluggish and I have to get through all the little aches and pains. I had a few interesting events, at about mile 3 I had 3 dogs come out one looked like a chow, the other a bulldog and the last a Rottweiler. They never chased me, but just followed me for awhile I’ll have to admit I was scared and did do a little, well a lot of praying. I came back through where they were at around mile 5 and they were gone so that was good. I didn’t want to risk running in to them again so I altered my route so I wouldn’t have to come back through the area where they were at. At around mile 12 I started feeling tired and I thought man I wish this wouldn’t be so hard, but then I thought you know if it was easy it really wouldn’t have the value it does by accomplishing it if just anybody could do it. That kind of gave me some motivation. As I was running my altered route through my mind I decided to do the last mile or as close as I could make it to the last mile on the trail where I ran my first mile on this journey without stopping back in February. I was very tired when I got to it, but I did it and it was neat to bring up those memories of that first mile without stopping it gave me motivation to not stop. Then the last half mile was where I did my hill work. I tried to remember those days and how I pushed through and that is what I did to finish. I was very tight after it and was a little sore today, but not too bad. My time was 3:57:15 for a overall pace of 10:48. Well tomorrow I start the taper; I’m getting so close to doing this! Doing it today not tomorrow!

11 Nov 09

Yesterday’s run was good it was a 10 miler I did it in 1:42:01. I’m happy with that it was a little over my goal of 1:40, but I had a bathroom break in there and a couple of water breaks. The weather was perfect for running. I started right before sunrise and the temp was 47 and once the sun came up it was a perfect sunny morning. I felt good on the run. One memory that is sticking in my mind is as I passed this one area where there are some woods and you could smell the wet leaves and I just love the smell, it was a neat moment smelling that smell and feeling the cool air. I have so many crazy emotions running through me right know. I have the 22 mile run on Sunday, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t scared and I’d also be lying if I said I wasn’t looking forward to the feeling after I do it, as it will be my longest run to date. I’m proud of where I’m at and It’s really hard for me to comprehend that I’ve made this much progress in less than a year and when I run the marathon it will on be a few days over an year since I started. Sheila talked to me a little bit about our running last night at church that was good I enjoyed it. I have told anybody , but Jenny, Casey, Summer and Shelia that I’m planning on doing the Marathon so it’s hard to not tell anyone when I hit those highs that come with running. I guess you are wondering why I haven’t told anyone or I guess you could say more than I have. I don’t know I just felt liked I needed to wait till it was done before I talked about it. That is pretty much what I’ve stuck to. Like with the half I didn’t mention it till it was over and then after I posted my pictures on facebook folks started to ask me about it and I talked about it then, so that is pretty much what I’ve got planned for the marathon also. I guess I’ve used this blog to release those felling inside me and also track my progress. Well I’m starting to ramble so I’ll go….look more posts more often as like I said I’m full on emotions now and I’ve got to release them…doing this today not tomorrow.

Ida

It was a wet and windy run this morning and kind of cool although the temp was 49 the wind and rain made it feel real cool. Tropical Strom Ida was moving through, so that brought the rain. We were supposed to be right on the line of where it was coming. I was hoping it would miss us, but it didn’t. I did have thoughts about not running, but this is my last big week before I start the taper so I wanted to get it in, so I did and of course when it was over I was glad I did. I couldn’t help but think that the folks who saw me running this morning must have thought I was crazy. I felt good on the run, my times were a little slower, but running in the rain and the wind slowed me down so no big deal as it was an accomplishment just doing it. I have 10 to do in the morning and I’m looking forward to better weather! Like I said this is my last big week and it ends with a 22 mile run on Sunday and that will be my longest ever. I’m nervous about it, I’ll admit I’m scared about it also, like what if I don’t make it, what if I hurt real bad when it’s over……what will that do to me mentally for the marathon. I don’t know I’ve just got to give it may all and not just physically but mentally too and I can do it I guess! I’m nervous and excited about the marathon now I am looking forward to it, but it’s just hard to believe that I’m this close now. Doing this today not tomorrow!

Week 12 of 16 Marathon training Plan

This week has been an interesting one, as I talked about Wednesday I have just felt blah this week. I got all my runs in as scheduled and today’s long run went pretty well. I did 15 my overall pace time was slow; I did have two bathroom breaks and 3 water breaks in so that ate a little bit of time. I finished the last two just a few seconds over my goal pace of 10 so I’m happy with that. It was a nice morning to run the sunrise was beautiful. It was around 42 degrees when I started so it was really just right. I’ve got one more week on a lot of mileage left, I logged 47 this week and I think its 48 or so for next week then I start my taper. I’m tired I won’t lie my legs fell fatigued I guess that the way the training program is designed and the taper will help me recover and be ready for the race. This Sunday will be my 22 miler it will be my longest, I’ll have to admit I’m kind of nervous about it and also excited about it at the same time. It’s starting to sink in that I’m only a month away from attempting this goal of running a marathon. It’s exciting and scary at the same time, I’ve just got to reach down inside and do this> I’m trying to not look past the marathon, but I have been thinking about what my next goal will be, I’m not sure, but I’m glad I’m in the mind set of planning something, because I do want to make the healthy lifestyle thing a lifelong thing. Well I’m going to run for now, doing this today not tomorrow!

4 Nov 09

Just feeling blah today real tired. I went to bed early last night around 8 o’clock and woke up at 4 this morning I went back to sleep then got up at 5 and headed out to run around 520. The run for today was 10 miles. I felt real tired at mile 3 crazy I know, but I did I hung in there and did the whole run it was a labored run, but I got it in. I guess it was more mental than physical. I am at the peak of the training just two more weeks then the taper part of the program, so I guess I’m suppose to be feeling tired. I can hardly believe that it’s almost here, doing the marathon that is. It really doesn’t seem real and yes I’m scared am I really going to be able to do this, was the training program enough, was my base enough when I started just a lot of questions. I’m just trying to focus on the training and have faith that I can do it. This morning was beautiful it was cool, the bank said 29 not sure if it was that cold or not, some wind and lots of sun shine, I love to watch the sun rise…..well enough rambling doing this today not tomorrow!

My First Half Marathon

Leading the race at the start was Stace Holcomb, a 7-year-old first grader at Threadgill Elementary who attended UCP from three months to age 3.

Well it’s in the books; I did my first half marathon yesterday. I ran the Life Without Limits ½ Marathon in Florence Al. My overall time was 2:04:27 for a 9:30 pace. It was a great experience. I’ll try to carry you through it now starting at the night before. I slept real good I was afraid I’d not be able to sleep, but I did. I got up at 4:30 I wanted to leave the house by 5:15 as it was around an hour and half drive from my house to Florence. I had two pieces of light wheat toast for breakfast and water. On the drive up it rained off and on us I figured it might rain during the race, actually that was the forecast. We got there around 6:45 which was good as I can’t stand too late or rushed so no stress with that. Went and got my race packet got stretched out and we walked around a little bit. It was a little cool 51 at the race start and cloudy, so it was actually a great day to run and it only warmed up a couple of degrees during the race. The start was very well organized, they had signs for your projected pace so that helped in getting lined up and seemed to really help as the race got going there wasn’t a lot of folks passing. As I was lined up waiting on the start I couldn’t help but take a quick look back in mind over the last year. It is amazing, it really comes down to discipline if you really want something and set your mind to it you can do it. I can’t lie I started to get emotionally, so I stopped thinking about it. The race start was easy and slow, but that is ok that what I wanted to feel was the start and how I needed to do and to not panic that it would be to slow, it seemed real slow, but the first mile was a 9:49 so it was actually 11 seconds faster than my goal pace. The first few miles there was a lot of conversation between the runners it was neat ease drop on some of it. On the Wilson dam bridge I passed the stroller that had the young man with the disability that was representing the run, I waved at him and he smiled real big it’s a moment I will remember for a long time; I know this is not manly but he was precious. My left knee felt a little funny at the start, then I had a little twinge in my hip around mile tree, but they both left and guess I was just my body letting me know I was alive. After about mile four or five the conversations died down I guess everyone was starting to get tired or just settling into their running. I took my first water at mile 5 then about every two miles after that. I felt real good at the half way point, at about mile 9 I started to feel tired, but a gu gave me a little energy. Between mile 10 and 12 we crossed a long bridge that was kind of neat crossing it. I started to try and think about some of my past leading up to this, but I started to slow down, I’m not blaming it all on this I was tried at this point, I guess when I let my mind wonder I slowed down some. On the last mile or so it was slightly up hill, but not too bad. I was very tired then, but there were some groups cheering us on, some cheerleader squads and others. To those folks I say thank you, you may not really realize, but your cheering does really help it gave me a boost, a boost I needed very badly. I finished strong and felt good, with our chips they were able to call out our names as finished that was cool. It was real nice to have Jenny and Summer there smiling real big as I finished. The ride home was a little tough, my legs and but were real tight and I couldn’t get real comfortable I had to keep moving around the best I could. I’m not that sore today, which is good because tomorrow it’s back to training for the marathon! This race was all that I could have imagined it to be, the weather was great, I beat my projected time by almost 7 minutes, I had Jenny and Summer there with me and I felt good and strong on the run. Man I’m doing this today and not tomorrow. Well tomorrow it’s back to the training after a day of rest today. I promise to try and blog more this next month leading up to the marathon. Today not Tomorrow!

The Night before My Half Marathon

Well in just about 12 hours I will have started my first half marathon. Just 11 months ago I could hardly walk a mile without my legs killing me and it would have taken me probably over 25 minutes to do it. As I’m getting ready to do it, getting my clothes shoes, gu etc together I can’t help but think about what I have done this year. I have changed who I am both on the inside and the out. I am a different person. Even though this is just a step on the road to doing a marathon it is a milestone within itself. One that I’m as normally before a race nervous about. I feel confident that I will be able to do it based on the training I’ve put in and my longest run over 7 miles more than the 13 I’ll do tomorrow. My plan is to just enjoy the run it is suppose to be a pretty scenic one starting out over the Wilson dam in the first mile or so. I want to get the atmosphere of a long race and manage myself and not start to fast or get caught up in the rush and forget about who I am and what I have done. I want to remind myself of that tomorrow and even though it’s not the “big show (the marathon)” I hope to do some reflecting tomorrow as I run. I looked back on face book at some of my pictures from others races this past year and also some pictures of me and I looked at the physical change in me over the year. I had an eye opening experience tonight also. Jenny and Summer went and got them a desert after supper and I had them bring me one back I don’t know why I just did it was a sonic blast. I took a few bites and I was like I don’t want to eat this is not me anymore, so I put it down and I started typing this. It reminded me this is a lifelong journey that I’m on now. I have to stay focused and not go back to where I was just a short year ago. Well I’m going to go now and make sure I have all my stuff ready for in the morning and get some rest got to get up at 430 to head out to Florence. Doing this today not tomorrow.

28 Oct 09

7 Miles this morning, just an easy 7, I actually forgot my watch so I just ran at a comfortable pace and according to the clock in the car it took me right around 1 hour and 12 minutes, so that was pretty close to my 10 min pace goal. As I near this goal of a marathon and have the half this weekend I can’t help, but let my mind go back in time and think about where I have been and where I am at now. I was thinking this morning about how this time last year I had no desire to lose the weight, in my mind I was just going to be fat the rest of my life! Now almost 11 months later I’m a totally different person, both on the inside and the out. I got to thinking about the discipline it has taken to get this far and I’m not sure why but my mind went all the way back to when I went through basic training for the Air Force over 22 years ago. I hated it, it was tough being away from my family, but I knew if I could make it through those 6 weeks everything would be better. Kind of like when the running gets tough, if you can hang in there you will get through it and it will get better. Doing this today not tomorrow!

27 Oct 09

Rainy Morning
After the run

It has really just hit me tonight that on Saturday I will be running my first Half Marathon. Wow and when I think back where I was at 11 months or so ago I just have to say Wow again. I’ll have to admit that it doesn’t seem real that I’ve lost all this weight and how much I’m running now. In a way it seems like it was a world ago that I was that out of shape and I guess you could really say in that bad of health too. As I’m getting closer and closer to the full marathon I seem to be doing more and more reflection on this journey I’m on, I’m going to try and put down more of my thoughts, so look for most posts over the next month. Now about today I only had to do 4 miles. For some crazy reason I didn’t want to get up, I did it though and went and did the run and guess what it was raining seems like it has done a lot of that this last month or so. I was a good run I didn’t push too hard just a good easy run. Doing this today not tomorrow.

20 Miles

After the run
Me after 20 Miles

After the Run

Before the run

Wow that doesn’t seem real 20 miles seeing where I was at less than a year ago. This is the longest run I’ve ever done. Just under 10 years ago I had did 18 before, but never 20. Before I talk about the run let me talk about leading up to the run. Last night I felt bad, my stomach felt funny and I just didn’t feel good. I was afraid I might be getting sick, but the feeling never got any worse than just a blah feeling. When the clock went off this morning I just wanted to stay in the bed. Of course I couldn’t, I said this before running the Marathon is more than just race day, it’s the discipline on getting up and doing those runs on the mornings when you just don’t feel like doing it. I was kind of nervous about the run this morning, I was confident based on my last week or so of running based on how I felt, I felt I could do it, but was just nervous about it. I’ve had a funny feeling in my right heal the last few runs nothing major and it usually goes away after a couple of miles, but I was worried it might give me problems. Any way I got up at 5 and was up at Hamilton ready to run just a little after 530. The run started out uneventful didn’t really feel good or bad just Ok. I started to feel blah at around 4 and ½ then there was this dude running that came up beside me and we chatted for about half a mile then he went his way and me mine. The talked kind of picked me up, e told me he ran marathon when he was 50. I got that sick feeling again around mile 7, I took a GU not long after it and I felt better not to long after that. At around mile 9 I had a pretty big hill it was kicking my butt, but I felt good once I got to the top. I felt good from about mile 10 to 15. Then I started to feel tired, around mile 17 I was real tired, my legs were getting tight and I just felt tired, of course my mind was telling to stop and walk a little, I didn’t listen to it I listened to heart and I stuck it out. My last five miles were at a little over an 11 minute pace, but I finished with a time of 3:34:15 for an overall pace of 10:43. I came home and ate some eggs then some cereal, did my laundry for next week and now I’ve just been lying around the rest of the afternoon. Doing this today not tomorrow!